I feel extremely blessed right now. Last week, I purchased a new Trek Domane AL 2 Endurance Bike, which I picked up on Thursday. I took it for a 12-mile spin this morning. Although my toes felt like they froze off from the cold (toe socks and shoes don’t provide much insulation), it was otherwise a great experience! I am also very happy to be evaluating this past month’s challenge. It’s not an exaggeration to say it was the most beneficial one I’ve done to date.
WHAT I LEARNED:
- More effective than karma points – I have used a self-generated karma scale as a source of intrapersonal validation and honoring of middle path for several years. However, it operates on a more cerebral level and doesn’t often give the visceral boost that a simple, “Good job!” from someone can do. In this regard, the journaling was a smashing success.
- Strengthened my empowering belief in consciousness conservation – I don’t talk about my metaphysical beliefs much because there aren’t any people or groups that I am associated with that hold them in the same way I do. For this reason, they sometimes feel completely intellectual and unreal. This challenge opened a sense of deep connection with my spiritual side and allowed me to actualize my beliefs in a practical way.
- Produced spontaneous gratitude – Many times throughout the month, I felt this totally unprompted surge of joie de vivre. Simple things like taking a deep breath, drinking a glass of water, and meditating felt hyperreal and wondrous. Very early on, I had a random sustained period of euphoria.
- Net energy gain in the moment for most of the challenge – All of the journaling challenges I have completed in the past – gratitude, reframing self-talk – have been helpful in allowing me to gain perspective about something or skillfully deal with some unpleasant emotions. However, although I was grateful for them overall, there definitely was an energy sink in committing to make an entry each day. This month was the opposite; I felt an energy boost almost every time after dictating.
- Felt a bit unnecessary the last week – Towards the end of the challenge, it started to lose its effectiveness. Making the entries was still nourishing, but felt more like a chore. I suppose this is to be expected with any new practice. Everything changes and getting attached to anything will ultimately produce some suffering in the process.
WHAT I WILL CONTINUE GOING FORWARD:
- One sentence journaling – I came up with this objective after a related challenge this summer, but didn’t follow through with it. I feel much more eager and optimistic in continuing this coming off the endorphins I experienced this past month.
- Use phone app instead of computer app – I believe one of the reasons I didn’t stick with journaling before is because I was using my laptop instead of my phone. There is something incredibly calming about sitting in a recliner and dictating my journal entry as opposed to sitting at my desk and typing it in.
- Look into backing up my entries – One of the downsides to using a free app is that you may not be able to backup your journal. I would like the opportunity to go back and read some of my entries from a particular time if I wish to do so, especially if I am going to become more consistent in writing.
- New focus for journal entries each month – I think this can aid in maintaining interest in journaling. If there is a new focus for each month, it adds a layer of purposefulness onto the experience. I am not saying I have to stay on this topic every day, but it is there as a helpful default.
- Commit to journaling as a practice, not a project – If I am constantly trying to create utility or meaning out of an entry, this is likely to lead to frustration. However, if I think more long-term, I can appreciate the action even when I’m not feeling it. This is very similar to my approach to meditation. I honor the practice whether it is easy, difficult, enjoyable, or painful. This elevates it to a meaningful experience regardless of the immediate outcome for any particular session.
I feel this past month has reignited my interest in journaling for the fun of it! Also, if approached skillfully, it can be a great way to enhance my experience and understanding of life.
Namaste.